I’m in limbo. I hate limbo. I don’t do it well. But a neurotic mess? I do that very well. I do that to perfection.
I obsess, second guess absolutely everything and change my mind about what I think it means a million times every day. And the truly maddening part of the whole thing is that pms and pregnancy symptoms are practically the same thing. What kind of a cruel joke is that?! Surely whoever invented the whole period/pregnancy situation could have taken a moment to stop being being sadistic and given pregnancy one symptom, just one, that was different and therefore somewhat discernable. But apparently that would be too simple. So all I can do is wait. When all I really want to do is go out and buy a whole heap of super-cute onesies. But I don’t want to do that until I’m sure because the last thing I want is a whole lot of baby clothes mocking me if it takes me a while to get pregnant.
Oh and there’s a third, even more maddening option – the hysterical pregnancy option. My subconscious could be literally morphing my pms symptoms into pregnancy symptoms in my brain right now. Stop it subconscious! Who needs you anyway!
Last time I seem to remember it was about 5 days after my period was due that I finally tested positive with a barely visible faint line. So I guess I’m one of those women who tests late rather than early.Annoying. Very Annoying.
I’m trying to keep in mind that there are positives to being pregnant and being not pregnant. Especially as being not pregnant another month would make things a little financially easier. I just want to know either way so that if I am, I can launch myself into an all in, no holds barred, nesting/cleaning/renovating extravaganza.
My name is Zoey. 
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